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Weir Annadetcall

     Weir roused from the verge of a nap. His head nestled between his chair's back and its wing. His body lay back lanquidly, feet lifted by the chair. What had stirred him? Would he never get the chance to truly relax?
     He dragged his gaze to the window-wall beside him. It stretched from the floor, curved past his chair, and vaulted overhead. Through it, he saw that his train still rushed across plains, the land nothing but grass thrashed by wind, the skies empty and washed-blue. No change from the sameness that had lulled him toward sleep.
     Something else then. He lifted his head to glance around his sitting-circle and noticed a drag of deceleration. The train must be slowing from its cruise speed of just over a two-hundred-eighty meters per second. Ganj Dareh so soon? But the landscape didn't look right. Ganj Dareh lay among the rolling hills of the broad Missouri Valley with all that fey-banyan around it.
     Seeking more evidence, Weir glanced overhead for lights announcing. Indeed, a circle of emerald-green, brilliant and supposedly reassuring, raced along the top edge of the coach's clear walls where they flattened out. A second blip followed closely, then a third.
     Again? Another stop? Last time, they promised me a direct run to Ganj Dareh, a quiet time long enough to settle in and ponder my life.
     Just to make sure, Weir hauled himself to his feet, braced against the deceleration, and peered across the train-coach. Paths of carpet connected sitting-circles throughout the oval car. They led to seven transparent doors along the perimeter and to the dining alcove at the blunt back end. Above it all, another trio of lights swept around the far curve of the sheer ceiling.
     Weir squeezed his eyes shut to summon patience. The train announced a stop with that pattern of lights, the third so far on these plains. Exasperated by further interruption, he stroked the bridge of his nose. Maybe he wouldn't have to move this time. Maybe he could ignore the interruption, but he'd had little success doing that.
     Back on the coast, he had bid "auf Wiedersehen" to the Crew-in-Support, and he had dispatched the Crew-for-Selling to trains like these. The party on-board, following the selection of crews, had run late, full of bright hopes. Just an undercurrent thoughtful radiated from the vanguard who would be taking as many different routes as possible across northern Popovich to Ganj Dareh. Even that touch of a pattern for management — travel dispersed to minimize risk to the combine's objective and maximize exposure to a new territory — spoke to the seriousness enhanced in the project.
     The Crew-in-Support were now cruising back to Continent Grissom, taking a rest well-earned, thereafter continuing to practice for the job yet-to-be-won — when allowed by their duties supporting the fourteen teams marketing to the Collective Ganj Dareh.
     Disembarking with the Crew-for-Selling, Weir purposefully chose the empty coach at the head of the first train, apart from two of the teams traveling with him, including his own. He wanted to watch the continent swallow them. He wanted to become accustomed to his new environs without having to interact with his people as their leader. He wanted to meditate on the past and rebuild his energy before tackling the future.
     These last two — almost three — days had sapped his strength — and liking for reality social — and just about anything else having to be with being a tactician. The speech — the first of its sort to this combine — back at the Center for Learning — Günter had been so right — the combine had been so receptive. So receptive that he'd fallen into a mode of leading and interacting with them so intense that he'd barely slept since then. No sleep while the combine gaggled themselves on-board. No sleep while the combine evaluated itself during games. A little sleep while they also slept. No sleep while making his own selections and roaming about as the combine made theirs. No sleep during the final alignments of teams, support to selling.
     He had to make himself ready for his future in Ganj Dareh, when it came sliding over that horizon. And he wanted to sleep. So, he needed space around him, without the obligations of constituency.
     Initially, it had worked. Weir watched, fascinated and alone, as the train left the coast and plunged into rainforest temperate. Then, too soon, he waited in surprise as the train slowed. His coordinator for travel had expressly booked all of the combine on nonstop trips, yet his train braked into a drome deep among trees, red-ocher trunks towering over them, evergreen branches concealing the sky. Then, he fled in disappointment to another car when the train inserted his coach into the drome to accept passengers.
     So far, they had taken on riders three times, added five full coaches to the train, and he'd moved twice to avoid people. The last time, the train had promised no more stops before Ganj Dareh.
     Weir did wonder what caused the changes in schedule, why the sudden need for extra stops, extra cars. He hoped it had nothing to do with Ganj Dareh, yet fretted, just a little, that it did. More importantly, he had an objective for this excursion, a goal that demanded solitude and enough time to lose himself in thought, then find himself again, re-energized.
     Just now, he had to know whether to pack up again. He opened his eyes, turned forward, and stared at a spot above the door there. The sets of lights he had seen, one on each side of the coach, raced towards that spot. If they passed through each other, he was safe. Instead, each colliding pair of spots twisted slightly and faded, as though diving out through the wall, one, two, three.
     That pattern meant: once again, Weir's coach would dock with the drome; people disembarking should leave through the highlighted door; the other six doors would match up to portals in the drome and receive passengers.
     Annoyed, Weir whirled back to his chair. He snatched his bag off its back. He grabbed a fictoplate from a seat pocket, where he'd stashed it as he dozed off, and rammed it into the bag. He scanned the area, found nothing, and took a step. His sock feet, cool in the crush of carpet, alerted him. Doubly aggravated, he fought the footrest out of the way, snagged his boots from under the chair, and started off again.
     Boosted by the gentle deceleration, Weir trotted across the sitting-circle he shared with no one, the six soft chairs slightly staggered in a semi-circle, their shapes and textures varied to attract different kinds of people. He brushed along the wall-like window. Grass-green swept by his feet like seawater, yet sky-blue stood still high above. He scurried in front of another vacant sitting-circle, then glanced around. The rest of the coach, filled with seat-backs like stepping stones, showed only three other occupants. It was definitely their turn for loading. He should've known.
     He arrived at the forward door. The lights announcing still faded into the glass above it, as though urging the train on. He added his bag to his boots in his left hand, then pushed on the door's handle with his right. It didn't budge. He glanced through it into the next train-car's dining alcove. Paneled in pale yellow with an abtract design in maroon, the narrow room stretched the full width of the coach. It offered a variety of servers with prepared foods and drinks both hot and cold. A tall woman, her back to Weir, closed a small door and clutching a sandwich, hurried out of the alcove, leaving it empty. He had to get into that coach. He pushed on the door again. Nothing. Puzzled, he twisted around to search for an explanation.
     The floor trembled under his feet. He swayed and looked forward once more. Sunlight broke in from the sides. The aero-smoothing skins surrounding the juncture between the coaches slid away. Rippling landscape, green below and blue above, appeared, adding sudden speed to the sight.
     Another tremor. Ahead of him, separate now and distinct, smooth and ten meters wide, the coach he had looked into, and almost touched, drifted to the right gracefully and cleared the view directly ahead.
     A matte-black rail, combination support, guide, power collector, and conduit, sliced toward the horizon. The tall grass, oblivious to the interruption, spread in all directions as it swayed to its own music. Then, at the point where rail, plain, and sky merged, a sprinkle of rectangles broke the natural reverie. The next drome.
     Already irritated, piqued by the sight of their impending stop, Weir yearned after the other coach. In pulling aside, it revealed and followed the rest of the train. Nine coaches running in tandem, with fuselages transparent and glinting and frames of silver-gray ceramalloy, pulled aside onto a short spur of rail, suddenly apparent, parallel and night-dark, in the grass. Sleek, blended into one body for aerodynamics' sake, they started to fall back slowly, to allow the last coach, his, to become first.
     He'd seen this before, the train re-arranging itself at high speed, so it could present the coach with the most vacancies. It would all come back together again. Perhaps he could change coaches then, before deceleration final into the drome.
     Weir took a moment to put on his boots, then traced the change in coach positions by pacing back along the window-wall, like walking up a vague slope against the deceleration. He found himself watching the other passengers as they passed alongside, just a coach's width away.
     They filled every sitting-circle. Family groups carved out their space, mother and father sitting alertly, children sprawled at their feet. Couples talked quietly, glancing with curiosity and some reluctance around at the others. Groups of singletons hunched together, as though enduring something he couldn't see. Some wandered in and out of the opaque dining alcoves. Several stood together, chatting, among the chair clusters, as though seeking something to share.
     Then, in the lead coach, a lone passenger, leaning into the train's slowing, gazed back at Weir. He kept his back straight, yet his broad shoulders stooped slightly. He held his head averted, but his eyes, dark-blue and deep-set, bored across the narrow interval of jumbled grass. He wore plain, durable clothes. A rucksack of similar material rested against his leg. His boots looked worn, yet sturdy and comfortable.
     Weir wondered what had brought this youth to this moveable place, neither here nor there, but traveling very quickly between them. He looked as if he had reached the Age of Passage from child to adult. He would be leaving the home of his parents anyway, so, like Weir, had he left a rural home to seek a place in a larger world with more chances and things to study? Had he felt drawn to loftier harmonies, to a destiny greater than husbanding ipê trees? Had he rejected the Society for Passage in his small direvnya? Had he surfed the vast choices of the Mirnaya Direvnya and won admittance to another Society? Maybe in Ganj Dareh?
     Weir continued to move back through his coach as the lone passenger fell farther and farther behind.
     Was that boy-turning-man now regretting his bravado? Was he reviewing his past, downgrading each project he'd worked on, discounting each team he'd led? Were his guts stirring in rebellion? Were his thoughts dispersing before the greatest challenge of his life?
     A grimace passed over the youth's face. Weir sympathized. The youth swayed, and Weir realized that the other coaches were swerving. The rail spur was ending, curving back to join the main line. Once again, communal forces overwhelmed the individual. Societal inertia swept aside personal desires and engulfed the person himself. Yes, Weir sympathized.
     And stopped. The solid partition of the dining alcove formed a corner with the clear wall of the coach and blocked him. Out of sight, the train aligned once more in single file; the coaches reconnected. That slight tremble again, but no other remark.
     Astounded once more, impressed again, he fumbled to compare the event to his experience. On Continent Grissom, where Gatogrebok had staged this invasion competitive, on Continent Carpenter, where he had grown up, Weir had never seen such facile choreography of massive objects at high velocity, with people's lives — including his own — at stake. Then again, only Popovich and one other continent set up patterns that depended so much on transportation public, begetting such efficiencies.
     How many other ways is Popovich strange? How many other traditions have I and my teams overlooked? How often —
      Something tapped his shoulder. Startled, Weir jerked his head toward it.
     Ford McAdamson frowned back, his eyes brooding as usual. His curls, red-brown and unkempt, spilled over his pallid forehead as though emphasizing his personal gravity. The man was a friend from before Gatogrebok, important subordinate since the combine had formed, and now team-leader, selected without need for Weir's vote to his great pleasure. Which role had brought him here?
     Ford leaned forward and whispered, his lips barely moving, "Look at this." He held out an llevar.
     Weir squeezed his eyes shut, then popped them open. Outside, grass flowed by without interruption. Inside, everything seemed stable, normal. He looked down at the foilscreen propped up in front of him.
     It glowed with a message that began "Residents of Popovich, Har Norma Byukan presents a rendezvous of futures, yours and ours." Partway through the message, Weir glanced up almost involuntarily and envisioned the crowded coaches behind him. Explanation and dread tinted the image.
     Looking back down, he read the message again, poked at its date-time, started his own frown when he scanned the distribution, and raised his eyes to Ford. "What are your speculations?" He didn't have to ask if from Ford.
     Ford held up a hand. "First, let me say that none of this was going on when we left Direvnya Gatogrebok. It did start—" he grimaced with chagrin "— while we were on the boat and I —" he swallowed hard "— I didn't keep a regular check on things in that, uh, interval of time." He added weakly, "Sorry."
     "Any harm done?"
     Ford wagged his head. No.
     Weir grinned forgiveness. "What are your speculations?"
     "Given that the labor capacity of the continent exceeds its need, and given the passenger load on this train, extra cars, extra stops, I'd say 'migration by the masses' isn't overstating it."
     "Too many people, too little work," Weir said. "I wonder what she's up to?"
      "Who?"
      "Har Norma Byukan."
     Ford was silent. Weir could imagine him looking at statistics, capacities, impact on his mission, but not wondering what their competition was planning. A surge of self-congratulations flared in the back of his mind. Maybe he was ready for this tactician role, after all.
     "We're lucky we made reservations," Ford said. "We're lucky we're moving now and no' ten or even five days from now. We're lucky we've targeted communities in Ganj Dareh with the highest employment because they will have supplies of gong-she housing that most exceed demand ... and we'll have places to live—"
     "Ford." The other man stopped. "We're no' 'lucky' here, Ford. We put together a robust plan that accounted for margins and capacities. We're ahead of this wave of people because we put ourselves there."
     "We didn't know about this 'call to jobs.'"
     "But we could tell the mitzrayims confined from the valleys open and scooted through the ones so we could benefit from the others."
      "Agreed."
     Weir recalled the people — the natives — who filled the other coaches. He saw plain, decent folks, no threat here and now, no threat later. Except for their numbers? He turned his thoughts to Ganj Dareh and logistics there.
     "Weir?" Ford interjected. "About our reservations."
      "My thoughts exactly," Weir said.
     "They're safe, by the way, most of them. I sent demand-response messages and got back confirmations from all gong-she except the ones closest to the drome."
     Worry pricked Weir. "Ford, you followed our pattern cautious when you chose a neighborhood for your team?"
     Ford nodded briefly, his green eyes steady on Weir.
     Weir shifted his feet, but didn't look away. "I confess that I violated the pattern for my team." He hurried to justify himself. "I wanted to be near the drome, and there did seem to be plenty of housing vacant there. But now, you're saying, there's a problem?"
     Ford nodded again, amusement showing subtly in new lines around his eyes, which didn't move. Friend, subordinate, team-leader — and self-appointed conscience. "Not to worry, boss. I leaned on them a bit, in a meeting/can-be-heard. They agreed to crowd in your team, for one night, two at the most."
     Weir narrowed his eyes in fake exasperation. "You seem to make that portable entrance of yours work even if we are in the middle of nowhere."
     Ford shrugged. "They provide lattice ports on each seat. No need to go out over the air with its slower response time. Popovich isn't a backwater."
     "No' when it comes to trains anyway. Didn't you find that maneuver with the coaches impressive?"
     "Frustrating to the bones, actually." Ford tucked his llevar under his arm and grinned. "I'd found this little tidbit from Norma. You weren't online. Off in tactician solitude or something. I actually had to go zhuhndí with you and—" he lifted an eyebrow in appreciation for the ironies of life "— they rip us apart! You in your car, me stuck off on the spur, watching you pull ahead. I — uh-oh." He tilted his head to watch something overhead.
     Weir followed his gaze. The lights announcing showed sapphire-yellow now; deceleration final coming in two-hundred seconds. He said, "Better get to our chairs. But first—"
     Concerns scrambled through Weir's mind. Fourteen teams in his Crew-for-Selling, scattered across northern Popovich, made their ways through the continent's passenger channels. They planned to sell directly to ten percent of Ganj Dareh's communities: walking their message door-to-door, asking people to their clinics and treating them well there, talking up their offerings in cafés and markets, offices and other workplaces, and town-halls. They would use indirect methods for the rest of the direvnya, drawing attention to their efforts through new-business announcements and live presentations in the Em-Deh and paper leaflets on doorsteps. Was that still wise? Would there be a flood of these newcomers into their clinics, people with no jobs — and no votes? Would his combine be able to differentiate themselves to the people who counted, the members of Collective Ganj Dareh specifically? Would they —
     Weir chopped through the tumult. The time for assessment had ended. He rummaged for action-items and found precious little they could do in-transit — except more planning.
     Decision made, he spoke rapidly to Ford, "When you get settled, contact the other team-leaders. Point them to the Byukan-Hamil announcement. Ask for their reactions to it, speculations about how it helps the competition, suggestions to change the project-plan, additional plans for contingencies. Tell them what you're thinking — say I told you to. That should give them a good start."
     Ford smiled, showing that he appreciated the limelight, then dragged his lips straight again. "Accepted."
     "What do you think, Ford, encryption standard with mix-in of the team-leader key?"
     "I think everybody ought to see this. We're all going to be rubbing elbows with the crowds."
     Crowds. Weir abruptly remembered his attempt to leave this coach. "Agreed," he said absently, then added, "Any seats free in the other coaches?"
     "None. I think your retreat is over, boss." Ford grinned. "Welcome back to reality." zhuhndí reared its impertinent head again.
     Weir smiled weakly, then gave the team-leader a faint shove as a token of thanks. "Get out of here."
     Ford turned away into the dining alcove and connection to the other cars. Weir eyed the nearest sitting-circle, took a step toward it — and halted.
     A pair of eyes, deep-set and dark-blue, weighed on him; he knew them to exist more in his mind than that other coach. A youth, fresh off the ipê farm and troubled by destiny, disputed his handling of Ford and Byukan-Hamil's announcement. That former Weir questioned this, the first decision in enemy territory, as weak.
     The current Weir returned the stare and answered silently, Over-react and lose your combine's faith in you. A hint of Günter's rough voice seeped into the next words. Under-react and gain perspective and a chance to improve. He felt disapproval continue. I know I'm in charge. They know I'm in charge. No learning will be gained from rubbing their noses in it. The surety of that truth fed back confidence.
     I know what I'm doing, Weir told himself. I have learned from the best. I have the support of my combine, of my strategist Günter, and everybody else in his whole organization across eight continents.
     Let me explain.
     The lights announcing continued their warning. Weir trotted to a chair by the window and slipped into it. The tall grass outside moved past at a perceptibly slower pace. The next drome felt palpably closer, but now, no alarm stirred in him. Instead, Weir felt a story coming on, the kind he told to himself. Somehow, he'd reached the brink of finding himself despite all the interruptions.
     I remember, before I left home, studying in the Em-Deh. At times, I used our entrance private to survey our jungle from altitude, rising higher and higher virtually until that overwhelming abundance of life just outside my door blurred into a vast stretch of greens variegated, until it became nothing more than a wash of watercolor, drowning everything north of Continent Carpenter's waist. That picture made promises to me, promises of a physical reality, complete with cultural and visceral components, zhuhndí places and people where my ideas, my words, my presence would change things. While right outside, that jungle just never listened to me.
     The Age of Passage gave me a perfect time to go find out if those other places would listen to me. I had to leave home anyway. Why no' leave the jungle at the same time? After considerable study, I selected the Dutch John Society for Passage in Nunavut, the Prime Direvnya in all of southern Carpenter, the most urban place on the whole continent.
     At Dutch John, I discovered that though I was the first to leave my direvnya in several years, I wasn't the only yokel to arrive in the big city that year, or any year, for that matter. It was the first step in my progression, though, a progression I continue to pursue.
     After I managed to outgrow you — no, wait. Rewrite. Let's make that:
     Oh, I did have to outgrow that rube cockiness — na‹ve, head full of learning virtual, convinced I understood the world and the ways of its peoples diverse — you know, the attitude that led you to challenge my decision with Ford. How — no' 'wrong,' but as I said before, 'na‹ve' — how na‹ve I was then, when I was you.
     Yes, that was better. Where was I?
     I found that I enjoyed the process of refinement. I took a special pleasure in selecting my path for growth. That initial na‹veté of mine, for instance, was no' altogether wrong. I isolated the 'ignorance' in it and replaced that with 'learning,' perpetual learning. I perceived 'innocence' and matched it with Zen's 'beginner's mind' and cherished it, though it's harder to protect every year.
     I had so much to learn. I did my best, no' just in my studies, but also in life beyond the Society. So that, in my last year, when they introduced the Theory of Pattern Languages, I could almost understand what they were talking about. Patterns, of course, abound in our lives. We learn them, we obey them, but do we really understand them? Most people don't, I guess. I did, enough to realize that those dreams I had in the jungle, about no' just surviving, about no' just living everyday life, but about directing the course of events and communities — like Ma and Pa tried to do in their cultivation of ipê trees — those dreams were possible, if I could refine my understanding of patterns and their practical application.
     Right after graduation, Pa gave me my first chance to play in adult life by my own version of the rules. No, he didn't want me to come home; my older siblings, Cristiana and Jakob, were settling down to the family business. He needed me out in the world to lead a combine. I took his start-up money, gathered a few people, and tried to develop new distribution and sales channels for a variety of ipê that he had developed, more flexible than the natural wood, yet close to the same density and just as durable.
     Did I say I had outgrown my cockiness? Hardly. I just raised it to a new level — refined it, you might say. With an infoplate of pattern languages under my arm, I sauntered out into the world as if I really knew its secrets. And it answered back, promptly, smartly, and thoroughly. I do have talent, though, for improvement, for learning wisely. I lost most of my appreciation academic for patterns in the process, gained an appreciation pragmatic for a subset — and launched a new business for Pa in the process. I also demonstrated enough style to attract Gatogrebok's attention.
     Günter himself talked to me, on a gentle walk through a park — the most invigorating moments of my life! He left me in Nunavut as team-leader apprentice for one of the Con-Hominium's projects. Then, he pushed me into a combine of smart, fast, proud iconoclasts, engineers and sellers and coordinators too good to waste and too insolent to blend with procedures normal. Celestial Singer, such a time! After that, he pulled me to Grissom, to study with him and regain those patterns lost to life's friction, and gradually, to assume the role of tactician over this combine.
      The lights overhead glowed ruby-red.
     There's a flow to this work, similar to what an artist feels when he is locked in creative combat with a slab of sandstone or with a pulsing cursor on a blank screen. Only, my canvas covers the entire realm of human experience, of human change and improvement. Each day, I translate patterns and objectives into tasks and instructions. Each day, I winnow events and attitudes to decipher their trends and compliance. Each day, I move myself closer to understanding the universe, so that I can coax or trick or blast it into supporting the people and concepts I believe in. Some would call this "power." I just call it "accomplishment."
     He nodded in salute, to the real youth in a coach behind him, to the others traveling with them, to each individual in the Collective he was going to win over, then serve.
     All of that will come together in Ganj Dareh, he promised. Your suffering, your poverty, your unemployment, all are unnecessary. Your leaders have failed you. Together — if I have anything to do with it — we shall restore your lives to the patterns of richness and fulfillment you deserve.
     And if my confidence doesn't always reach as high as my ambition, what of it? I'll work it out.
     His chair swivelled to face backward. The train decelerated hard. Weir grinned as he sank into the chair. He was actually curious to see who would come aboard at this drome.