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Doyle Phoebe Heejanus

     "Gut it!" Phoebe tore her gaze from The Ear's report of Ganj Dareh's Forum. All I need is a little more time!
     Deep in her gut, a cramp surged, the same one that had wrenched her from the first good night's sleep in days. It had nagged ever since, but now, its pain seized her, bent her over. The African-flamingo pink of her keyspace washed over her even through her clenched lids. "Stuff it!" she groaned. Like she needed to crap, but something big inside her blocked the way. She wanted to push, to purge herself, but if she did, this hard block of shit would rip her open from the inside. Need fought fear with counterpoint agony.
     "Mou — mou — mount it —" Aw, forget it. Why couldn't they just give me some time, some more time? I've just about got this in hand. She dragged up fantasies of mass arrests, re-invented them as motivating visions, and tried to soothe her gut with them. She followed with thoughts about restored confidence as it rippled through Ganj Dareh. The Ear's Index of Satisfaction capped the montage by scrambling still higher. Relief did seep slowly through her.
     Phoebe straightened up with a growl that quickly lapsed into a moan. I just need proof of a conspiracy. I just need a current location on the conspirators. Give me that, and I'll take them out of the picture — and get my life back. I'm just waiting on —
     She flicked her gaze to her calendar panel, to the alarmed item described as "Check Kanpa's progress," cast in Pollyanna yellow against the panel's Belize-offshore-blue, then she checked the current time. Still several thousand seconds yet. Another cramp surged against the wait. Every second wasted, more people died. Then, a glimmer of anticipation lifted the pain slightly; a glimpse of Kanpa's face eased her a bit. Let's go down there anyway. She checked a note from Kanpa attached to the reminder — "Swamp #3" — stood with rigid determination and pushed through her office's gate.
      Kanpa had better have that data for me; he'd better have —
     Phoebe caught the words parading through her mind — and hated them! Out in the hall, blue-gray and pink-gray uniforms swarmed about her. She dodged back into her office to avoid being seen arguing with herself, to refrain from planting any more seeds of speculation in her combine.
     In private again, she used cold thought to ward off the sure-sighted single-mindedness of obsession. I never demand performance from anyone; I expect it, and it happens — most of the time. So, why should I treat Kanpa differently? Why treat him so harshly?
     A blaze of memory broke through: an intimate caress in the dark amid the rustle of straw. Her skin, her loins, her heart stirred at the thought. Paths of calm connected that moment with others she'd shared with Kanpa, moments in which she'd forgotten about her job and just enjoyed life.
     Again, thinking explicit words seemed to help her maintain perspective. This obsession of mine fights dirty. It is — I am — scared. Of what? How does, how can Kanpa threaten me, threaten it? Keeping matters straight took almost more reason than she possessed. How to distinguish between her self and this other part of her, this obsession with its distinct pattern of thought complete with raison d'être? How to balance taking care of her people, direvnya and combine, and taking care of herself?
     Kanpa's quirky smile interrupted, the memory bringing a light smear of happiness. She knew where to get more.
     A quick hint of cramp ripped through her gut. Get the data! Find out what Kanpa knows by now! People are dying!
     Phoebe bolted out of her office again, same destination. Satisfy both my urges with a single mission. But she knew she avoided the real issue. Some day — soon — she'd have to choose. Her obsession wouldn't leave without a fight that she might not win.
     And Kanpa? How hard would he fight to stay in her life?
     Phoebe broke into a trot. Most answers to that question frightened her.


     The data-reduction rooms, labeled "Swamp #1" and so on, circled the infraware kiva in the basement. Phoebe plunged into #3 without knocking. She knew the room was roughly square, but she couldn't see that physical shape for the virtual overlays. Instead, it appeared to be the top half of an egg with images and graphs and columns of data enveloping every curve from the flattened top to the stark lines cutting them off at foot-level. Colorless gutters split the wrap-around information into three domains. Kanpa posed before one of them, his head enclosed with earphones.
     With a slight smile that anticipated seeing his, Phoebe tapped his shoulder. He shrugged it off. She rapped harder. He shrugged again. Piqued, that gut-cramp urging her on, she grabbed his arm. He jerked away and sent a distracted glare back over his shoulder. Normally, she would've gone for an ear at this point, but they were covered. Instead, she took a handful of his puff-ball hair. Abruptly, he stepped back, hooked her ankle, butted her groin, and dumped her backwards. She hit hard, rolled out of trained habit, scrambled to lift herself on fingertips and toes, then snapped up her head to gauge her next move. If he wanted a fight, she'd give him one.
     With his eyes locked on a threesome of graphs, Kanpa slowly lifted one hand wrapped around an llevarito with four buttons. It hovered in front of him, its tip circling vaguely, his thumb gently tapping one of the buttons. Abruptly, his arm straightened in a lunge, his thumb mashing the button, as he cried, "Got ya!"
     A heartbeat later, obviously a techniker in hot pursuit, his cerebral reality filled with data landscape and problem prey and cyber-weapons to bring it down, Kanpa pried the 'phones from his ears and spun away from his work. "You petty, Geld-squeezing, schedule-crimping—" He faltered, recognition dawning over his fury as Phoebe straightened before him. He raised his eyebrows, quirked his mouth toward that smile she liked, and continued at a lesser volume, "Couldn't you see I was working? You expected me to work, didn't you?"
     "Yes!" Phoebe snapped. Adrenalin still swirled within her, mixed with the harsh tingle caused by her fall. Her understanding of his mood did dampen her reaction, but the fight, even with — especially with — Kanpa, had come easily, tasted so good. Still feeling its dregs, she planted her hands on her hips and shot back, "And I expect you to report progress when I ask."
     Confusion washed the righteousness from his face. He glanced at a foilscreen tacked on the wall by the door. His brow dropping into a frown, he stepped closer to its display, then said in a perplexed tone, "That's not for another 3-Three seconds."
     Phoebe smiled at his precision. So techniker of him. "I couldn't wait."
     He didn't notice her smile. Instead, he sighed at length, sounding like a slow leak, and his body took it seriously. As his knees folded, he twisted and leaned ... but did manage to snag a rolling stool, the only furniture in the room.
     Phoebe jumped to his side and guided the last part of his collapse. She stripped off his earphones, then pressed fingertips to check his throat pulse — fast, but strong — and the other palm to test the temperature of his forehead — clammy and cool. Generally O.K. then, but in need of short-term aid.
     "Central!" she called, registering the word's shrillness after the fact. "Save all displays and give me lights in Swamp #3."
     zhuhndí flicked back. The room turned off-white again, its low vault of a ceiling full of projector lenses, an inset shelf cluttered with user-interface devices, and the lone foilscreen next to the door.
     "Sorry," Kanpa whispered. "Guess I should have eaten something."
     "Since when?"
     "Last night. I came over here from the stables."
     In her gut, the cramp eased, her obsession pleased by his devotion. It sought to reward Kanpa with a smile. In her heart, though, her concern for him frowned. Phoebe clamped her mouth flat, avoiding the conflict again, and headed for the door. "I'll be back in a moment with some rations and qahwah. Just wait there. If you feel faint, put your head between your knees."

#


     Kanpa washed the last bite of sandkage down with qahwah. He rested the mug on a knee and raised his gaze to Phoebe. "Ready when you are, Chief!"
     Leaning against the wall opposite, she studied his face. His eyes seemed brighter above fatigue smudges. He sat straighter with shoulders lifted and back, but his movements lagged. Refreshed, but still tired. Back to work! her obsession crowed. How long will this take? Will he be O.K.? Either way, she had to understand what he'd found out.
     Without moving, she said, "Let's see it."
     "Central!" he called from his stool. "Restore displays in Swamp #3."
     The egg enclosure returned, its surface smothered in data representations and bestowing irregular shadows on the interior space.
     "History is full of classic conflicts," Kanpa began. "Offense versus defense, freedom versus security, haves versus have-nots, man versus the elements—"
      He's feeling pretty good, after all. Phoebe cleared her throat to warn against digressions.
     Kanpa chuckled — from a different spot in the room. "Here we're particularly interested in the conflict between capacity and consumption. Every advance in infraware capacity, produced by its resident apparatus and/or logiciel, has allowed automata to expand in complexity, data usage, interface sophistication ... and so on. Initially, of course, 3 or 4 Niners ago, the system constrained the applications. Then, during our expansion to the stars, capacity outran —"
     "Do you have anything or not?" Phoebe demanded.
     Kanpa moved again as he said, "I'm just trying to explain that although our capacity is large, the problem is—"
     "Larger?" Her gut twinged with returning despair. Hasn't he found anything?
     "To some degree," Kanpa continued. "I've had to improvise to help my agents along. The human brain still recognizes patterns better than they do, especially when I aligned the data access with my innate strengths ... as a human."
     Still, she couldn't squeeze him too hard, too fast, risking his rebellion or collapse, without defeating herself. She spelled it out, hoping her obsession would take note. Patience paid best here. After all, the techniker in him did want to brag. "Meaning what?" she prompted.
     From right beside her, Kanpa said, "Let me describe the problem sets first." His hand rested on her hip, then lifted away, leaving a swirl of delight that softened any and all impatience.
     In a moment, he stepped into visibility, face-on to a domain that curved from the floor to the apex and laid stripes across his front.
     "Set #1: take formatted data related to all Incidents since Har Norma's proclamation. Join that with unformatted data relevant to the locations of said Incidents. I started with your anshin database, defined a view that included the last twenty days in ascending order, filtered that for Incidents with violence level at 'verbal exchange' on up, filtered that for non-resident participation. I used that view to give me date-time and location indices — subtracting 2000 seconds from Incident start-time and adding 2000 to anshin On-Location-Time.
     "Knowing when and where these Incidents took place, I waded into Beobachtung data. It's all publicly available on the Mirnaya Direvnya — if you know where to look.
     "Oh yeah, I also mixed in your Common-Surveillance Program, that indoors Beobachtung you've been collecting. Doesn't fill in all the gaps, you know.
     "Then, I had to find transient storage, someplace to park all my working sets, interim results, and so on. Since there wasn't enough here, I found it in BH Direvnya—"
     An expense panic squeezed Phoebe's chest. Old habits die hard even when they're laughably outdated.
     "I charged it all to my proposal effort," he said immediately, salving the panic he knew he'd started. Bands of plain pink, equal parts of red and white dumped together, covered his face.
      Phoebe returned a half-smile, unsure if he could see it.
     "Then, finally, I could start dragging over the raw data, filtered of course down to visible spectrum, to keep storage demands down: even the Kiva-in-the-Mountains has limits." He lifted a hand to skim the holographic surface in front of him. "That agent is still working. See?" He sunk a fingertip into black-on-red text. "Incident ident, date-time, Neighborhood XRef." Next to that, more plain pink for a progress stripe cut by hash-marks. "Connect to Em-Deh and start pipe. Filter spectrum. Transient store complete. Over and over again, bringing me great hunks of filtered data, raw filtered data, though. Not that I have to mind it anymore. Ee-oh?"
     Phoebe waited, then abruptly understood his terse question. She nodded, realized that he couldn't see that, then blurted, "Yes!"
     In reaction, he side-stepped and nosed another domain, this one small, rectangular, plain-blue background, fat plain-yellow graph lines and legends, and plain-green vertical bars. Like looking at a bruise. Will he let me teach him about colors? flitted through her mind chased by the hope for a chance to do so.
     "Any progress from Harlan on those mug-shots?" Kanpa asked.
     "What?" Phoebe scrambled to understand what he'd said. Kanpa wasn't the only tired one in this room. Harlan's canvass of Ganj Dareh. "Oh," she breathed, then labored after that connection. First, the llevar mating back at the stable, then her approval of Harlan's mission, then the series of negative reports from all communities ever since. Confirming her lack of hope about Harlan's chances.
     "He and the others lost a night's sleep — for nothing. They haven't found any of the gangsters."
     "Well, I've got some hits on them," Kanpa bragged. "See this?"
     Twin opportunities flashed electric through Phoebe. She leaped to interrupt his lecture. "You know where those gangsters are?"
     Overlaid by projected images, Kanpa answered, "Not now, I don't, but I can show you places they've been in the past for which I have filtered data. They've been pretty busy, out and about our little town."
     "Causing Incidents?"
     His finger assumed those bruise-colors as he poked some commands into a holographic panel Phoebe couldn't quite see. The graph changed immediately, and after a moment, he said, "A high degree of correlation, it seems, but I don't know much about it."
     "Why not?"
     "FIFO, Phoebe!" Then he capped his gushing exasperation. "Top priority: identify these perverts. I was getting around to telling you about that. Next: put faces on more perverts. And that's about all I've got hands-on time for."
     Why can't he understand that I want to lay my hands on the actual gangsters, not their pictures, and I want to do that now?
     Despite that urgency, Phoebe slowed herself down. "You can find specific people you've identified as gangsters in the Beobachtung?"
     "Once I flag a specific bit-stream, the automata are pretty good at finding it again in the same kind of raw data, like filtered Beobachtung. I've allocated an agent for every gangster I've found." With that bruised-looking finger, he tapped graph lines as though they explained everything.
     Phoebe plowed on. "Then you can follow the gangsters back to their headquarters?"
     "Where?"
     "To wherever they hide between attacks."
     "No. Sorry. I tried that. They're too good at using shadows in both outdoors and indoors surveillance. I always lost them in public places. No correlation to them either. So I gave it up: other cyber-fields to plow."
     That opportunity fizzled with an almost tangible twinge. Another crackled with renewed importance. Phoebe charged toward it. "Can you find the gangsters in the Beobachtung that's being collected now?"
     He turned to her then. That close, she could see him frown at the new approach. "There is a certain latency before the data's available on the Em-Deh. Then there's filter and transport time." As his thoughts moved along, so did his expression — toward dismay. "I was working my way forward, starting twenty days ago, following ascending date/time. That's more logical, you know. Fewer Incidents to resolve back then. Gave me a chance to work out my technique." His eyes changed from a flat sheen to a twinkling glisten. He knew now how he could've better served Ganj Dareh — and her, she hoped. "Once I got the agents working, I just didn't think ... I am sorry."
     Part of Phoebe wanted to kiss away those unshed tears and ease his mind about his error. But most of her railed against the time lost:
     * these moments spent learning that Kanpa had no results to report yet (otherwise, he would have)
     * the mass of people-seconds that had moved unretrievably from future through present to past while she'd listened
     * the gigantic room of the past in which someone somewhere had stacked up an advantage, a headstart, a chance at victory in a game she didn't even know existed yet
     * the tiny, impenetrable gleam of the future that would zoom past her as big as life ... and as sharp as death
     Her gut-cramp spread like acrid vapor through her, the exhausted burn of failure torquing every muscle. Yet, it invoked myriad seconds of experience engendered by that same past. And the oft-repeated realization that she succeeded only through the cooperation of other people. With an effort, Phoebe mitigated her despair with effective leadership once again and asked mildly, "What kind of lag are we talking about?"
     He stared blankly back, his mind probably whirring. "Fifteen to twenty seconds." He essayed a small grin. "A long time." He waved at the assorted information cloaking them. "Might as well be yesterday from my point-of-view."
     Phoebe chose to laugh — a guffaw, really — instead of cry. "Can you do it now? Send image and location to Harlan as soon as your agents pick out a gangster. I'll come back for the rest of your report."
     "Where are you going?"
     Phoebe could offer him a genuine smile now. Progress lifted her obsession's fog of focus. "I've got to organize Response Teams to bring these gangsters in, so we can start getting some real answers out of real people."
     Kanpa scowled at that, but she touched his lips even as they parted for a protest. "FIFO, Kanpa," she said gently. "First, we protect the people of this town, then we'll worry about elegant solutions."
     Phoebe stepped toward the door, her mind already sorting through rosters and schedules. And she ought to check on Cliff's progress, too, just a comradely can-see between tacticians.
     "Don't you want to know who these gangsters are?" Kanpa asked sharply behind her.
     Opportunity arced once more through her mind, a blazing misfire short-circuited by betrayal. Dark folds of obsession blanketed her again. Her gut echoed with more cramping. She didn't bother to whirl around before snarling, "How could you not tell me that before?"
     "I was getting there." Kanpa's voice carried rebuke through his defensiveness.
     Phoebe swung her gaze around, but she couldn't find any trace of his body amid the holograms. And words seemed so inadequate at this point. "You know who these gangsters are?"
     "I think so."
     Anger, obsession, opportunity, all folded like one large, balloon pricked by techniker braggadocio, collapsing over her thoughts. "What does that mean?"
     "Here." Colors rippled as Kanpa scurried to the third and largest virtual domain, a drape of data painted in black and white on an odd blue-green background.
     "Em-Deh journals everything. Each of us appears in only one identity database at a time, but you can track back through the transfers using those data journals. When I couldn't clean up the Rendezvous' database, I—"
     "Stop right there!" Between the cramp, her obsession's new guise, and its mists that excluded other priorities, its old form, Phoebe drove after only relevant data. She'd depended on Kanpa doing what he'd said he could do. She'd double-checked his commitment last night. She'd expected his skills to be adequate. Yet here, he glibly noted failure and tried to move on.
     Phoebe needed to see Kanpa, his expressions, his body language, so she ordered, "Central! Lights!" In the abrupt glare of zhuhndí, she demanded, "What do you mean you couldn't clean up Cliff's database? You said it was trivial."
     He floundered, squeaky voice, shapeless gestures. "No, I said it was not trivial, but only complicated enough to work. That's elegance for you. Advanced enough and it looks like simplicity.
     "So I tried a simple filter that should've cleaned out the nulls. It didn't. They came back, never went, something, I don't know! So I tried an agent-for-culling. It reported success, but it really didn't."
     "A 'lofty putrid' after all," Phoebe sniped.
      Kanpa met her eyes with hurt appeal in his. She just stared back.
     He plunged on, "I wrote a purge pixie. It didn't work! By then, I'd wasted so much time, I gave it up and tried another way. I knew you wanted these gangsters identified, so I went another way. Which I'm trying to tell you about!"
      Phoebe flipped out a hand. "Go ahead."
     "Uh, right. Central, my displays." Holograms dropped over them again like fences, colorful, but fences nonetheless. "Using your imprimatur, I requested journals on all transfers into the Rendezvous. There were 91,217 of them at the time, more now probably. The Rendezvous just keeps growing! I got my hands on them just fifteen-kay seconds ago.
     "Using them, I traced prior direvnya. Using your imprimatur again, I contacted those Collectives. Using—"
     "Kanpa!"
     "Right. I started working on the Em-Deh registration images I'd copied after, uh, getting requisite permissions, but the agents-for-identification were too slow. Especially after all the time I'd wasted. Registration images are very dense data-wise.
     "Then I thought about using this old clunker—" he tapped the side of his head with an exaggerated gesture "— which led me to turn the whole problem on its side. It turned out to be relatively easy to convert both Beobachtung and reg-pix into music, then—"
      "Music?" Delight in his wit wriggled past her defenses, set up that phantom caress again.
     "More like whale songs, like on , which accounts for the background."
     Phoebe inspected the domain that stretched high to low, right to left. The background was indeed aquamarine, uneven, slowly wavering. Undulating, she guessed, a simulation of underwater ... in slowframe. Maybe there is some hope for him and colors.
     "This is how I do it." Regaining energy, Kanpa stabbed the llevarito at the scene. Below waist level, three black squares overlay the bluish background.
     Another click and sound flowed over them even as a jagged line grew in the leftmost square. Phoebe searched for a rhythm, finding none. Then, silence; the line froze.
     "The Beobachtung image, nine-point-six seconds," Kanpa explained. "I try to retain it as a gestalt. The scene helps me do that. I've lost it now, but this is just a demo. Now for a reg-pic."
     He pressed a button and another song phrase played. In sync, the right square started its own graph while the middle one showed a similar trace superimposed on the first sound's chart. Phoebe could hear a vague likeness, but couldn't tell more than that ... and the pictures didn't help at all.
     "Often, I can move on within a couple of seconds. I can't tell exact matches, but my approximations are about six seconds faster than the agent's and three times as accurate. That's where the time savings come. But it still takes time."
     "How many?" Phoebe asked quietly.
     "Well, I matched my first one using my new technique, you know, a few minutes ago ... when you were trying to arm-wrestle with me."
     Contrite, Phoebe turned her gaze away, but after a second, asked, "So who is it?"
     "Pardon?"
     "You identified a gangster." Her gut twinged as she refocused. "Who is it?"
     "I'm not sure."
     Exasperated, Phoebe started, "You just said you're faster and better than the agent and you'd found somebody."
     "Actually, those comparisons came from my prototype work." With a flick, he popped her picture up on the wall. "Looking for you in Ganj Dareh's database." He leaned into a shaft of white light to show her a boyish grin.
     It didn't work. Phoebe repeated herself grimly, "You identified a gangster."
     "I think I did. I have to go back and confirm it. Look at the images myself, let the agent double-check, that sort of thing, before I can be sure."
     Phoebe swung toward the door. Why did I even get involved? Thoughts and feelings washed through her. A torrent so fast, smells, desires, pictures, needs, touches, fears. She clutched the door handle to anchor herself against her own confusion. What did I expect? That fucking this child-man, this techniker, would instill him with my obsession? Make him want this as much as I do? Well, it didn't.
     "I'll know soon," Kanpa called after her.
     Priorities lined up in her mind. Direvnya and combine. She had to protect them. Nothing else mattered. Her gut eased, a reward from her obsession.
     Back on track, she didn't look around as she ordered, "First, work on that image-matching you promised. Connect its results directly to Harlan.
     "Next, identify every gangster you've isolated, including the new ones since yesterday. As soon as you confirm an identity, send it to Harlan. Don't leave this room till you do all of those.
     "Then, go back to the Beobachtung and find more gangsters. Identify each one and let Harlan know. And keep doing that till I tell you to stop."
      "What about — ?"
     Phoebe marched out the words, regular, orderly, without emotion. "I'll send in a server with food and drink. I'll send over a Nurse with fatigue-scrubbers. Get your work done. That's all I ask."
     "You didn't give me enough time," Kanpa complained.
     "Join the crowd. Zhuhndí never gives anybody enough time."
     Phoebe walked out. She had made some progress. Harlan should be able to arrest a gangster sometime today, as soon as Kanpa told him where. Yes, that progress felt good in her gut, in her fog-focused mind. It didn't matter what had happened in her heart.